Saturday, August 01, 2009

LOST GOOD THINGS

twenty minutes ago,

i was searching for a present for a friend..

ransacked through all my stuff.

saw this box folder with heaps of paper.

i opened it.. all the cards and letters from christina, dork, pet, chye started flowing out.

roughly read through each of them.. they really warmed my heart a lot.

i realised that i lost many good things in life. because i i didn't treasure them.

i admit that i didn't wrote any sort of birthday card, farewell card, letters, xmas cards.

i took them for granted. i thought they will keep flowing in year by year..

however, i realised that the last card or letter i received was 07-08 xmas.

this tells me alot.

who would want a friend like me who don't give them anything?

but i really treasured those times when my true friends were still around me everyday.

even though i might not owe them anymore now, i truly own them a thank you.

thanks for giving me a happy friendship for the amount of time that u spent with me.

its too late for me to realise that i lost all these good things now.

because whats lost is lost.

what we could have been, 6:41 PM.